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Two Souls: Into the Fire # 306

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Two Souls: Into the Fire # 306

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As Linda and Melody looked into Ghost’s bedroom, they could tell they were both asleep in the bed. Nothing looked wrong, and both of them were breathing, at least. Melody caught sight of Ghost’s face, though, and sucked in her breath. There was blood around his swollen mouth, and the dark shadows around his eyes were turning purple and black. She could see scrapes on Steve’s face, too, all down his cheek and chin.

“Oh, my God, should we wake them up?” Melody asked.

“No,” Linda said. “We’ll just wait here until they wake up on their own. C’mon…” she motioned for Melody to follow her into the kitchen. “I’m calling Kinsey. He needs to know how things are here. See if you can fix us something cold to drink. I’ll be outside.” She made the phone call, as Melody was looking in the refrigerator for ice.

“”Kinsey, it’s Linda. They’re okay…still asleep.”

“Thank God,” Kinsey said.

“Yes, but they look just as bad as Terry did…all beat up.”

“Damn, what a mess,” Kinsey said. “I’ll tell you what, Linda, I just don’t know what to say or do any more. I’m about ready to wash my hand of the whole thing…the club, this town, and everybody in it. I want to retire and enjoy a few years, ya know.” He cleared his throat. “I’ve seriously considered handing over this place to Steve and Ghost, but when they keep getting into crap like this, well, I don’t think they can, or would be able to take on the responsibility. I mean, look at them, Linda. They can barely take care of their own selves.” He sighed.

“I had no idea, Kinsey,” Linda said. “I do see what you mean. I hate to say it, but you’re right to be worrying about it.”

“Aw, well…I’ll see how it goes for awhile longer. I’m not quite done with this place, yet,” Kinsey said. “Y’all gonna stay over there for awhile?”

“Yes, I thought we would, at least until they are up and moving around. Do you mind keeping the kids awhile longer? Are they at least getting along with each other?”

“Oh, they’re fine. I just looked in on them,” Kinsey said. “If they get bored, I’ll put ’em to work.” He laughed.

“Sure, Kinsey, and thanks again,” Linda said. Going back inside, she joined Melody in the kitchen.

“Hey, where’s my cold drink?” she asked.

“Oh, right here. I thought you’d be right back in, sorry…I should have brought it to you,” Melody said.

Linda took a long drink of the iced tea. “Ahh, no problem. What are you doing?”

“I’m making coffee and some breakfast for them. I think they’ll be getting up soon, and will be hungry,” Melody said. “I think I heard them rustling around in there.”

“Good idea. Make enough for us, too, okay?”

Melody continued cracking eggs, and buttering toast. Linda didn’t know quite what to do with herself. She didn’t want to wake them up, and Melody had everything under control in the kitchen. Pacing around, for a few minutes, she looked at the books in the book case, the shabby furniture, and the old wood floor, with years of use showing a path between rooms.

Parts of the house had been rebuilt, after the hurricane, and it showed. She looked out the living room window, pushing aside the yellowed lace curtain. These haven’t been changed since Miz Deliverance was alive… Shaking her head, she sighed. She knew her brother had had it pretty hard all these years, living here in Missing Mile with their father. Then, here in this house with Ghost…well…he’d done the best he could, she thought. Still, she wished things could have been different.

She went out the front door to sit in the porch swing. It was so beautiful this time of year, the beginning of summer. She breathed in the afternoon’s sun warmed air. There was a hint of wood smoke coming from somewhere. The solitude out here was intoxicating. Having lived many years in the big city of L. A., she relished this quietness. The old porch swing squeaked, as she swang slowly back and forth. The rattle of dishes, and the smell of bacon frying, were the perfect background for peaceful living. She closed her eyes and dozed off.

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Steve had been tossing and turning in the bed for a few minutes. He tried not to wake up, because he could feel a headache coming on, but the throbbing behind his eyes was getting worse. As he surfaced a bit closer to being fully awake, his thoughts kept intruding… why is my head hurting…why is my face so sore…what happened here last night? As bits and pieces of the nightmare that was the night before came back to him, he opened his eyes, trying to re-orient himself. He saw the glow-in-the-dark stars up on the ceiling. Ghost’s bedroom…Ghost! “Ghost,” he said aloud, and his heart lurched in his chest. He began to remember…the beach, the break-up, the frantic call to Terry, and the gun.

His heart skipped a beat. Reaching over to Ghost, he pulled off some of the piled up blankets. There…there he is, and he’s breathing, thank God…

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This is a work of “fan fiction” based on the novel, “Lost Souls” by Poppy Z. Brite. All credit for the original characters, places, and some backstory mentions, belong to Ms. Brite and her publishing affiliates. Only newly introduced characters, places, and original elements of this story are entirely from my imagination. Character descriptions are a blend of the original book descriptions and my interpretation of them.

All songs included in this work will be solely owned by the original performers/writers and will be credited. Creative license is taken in including them in this story.

No harm is intended toward author, musicians, or people and situations to whom there may be a resemblance.

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The content herein is rated by me as being at the high end of MA (Mature Audience). It includes strong language, violence, sexual themes, including same sex pairingsreligious themes, and fantasy horror.

Two Souls: Into the Fire # 305

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Two Souls: Into the Fire # 305

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When Kinsey asked Terry to tell him exactly what had happened the night before, Terry took a few moments to gather his thoughts. Frowning, he looked down at the tabletop. He’d been going over everything in his head all night long, but now, to say it all aloud to Kinsey, he wanted to get it right.

“Let’s see…I got a call from Steve. I was sound asleep, and it took me a bit to figure out what he was going on about. I mean, he was raving about Ghost, and then he must have fell down, or something, and he started crying and begging…” Terry shook his head. “He was a mess. I finally got a few words in, and I asked him what was wrong, and why wasn’t Ghost at home with him. He told me they had a fight. Well, that put me on alert, Kinsey.” He looked Kinsey in the eye.

“I came right out and asked him, did he hurt Ghost, and he admitted it to me. He said he broke up with him, was all. Then I said ok, I’d come over here to get Ghost. Well, when I got here, I found out Ghost’s wrist was broken, or sprained, or something. Anyway, he hollered when I woke him up, so I knew something wasn’t right. Did you even know about that, Kinsey?” Terry asked.

Kinsey shook his head. “Terry, I didn’t even know Ghost stayed the night, and I didn’t hear a thing. I just found out when Linda told me this morning.”

“Well, you must have missed the thunderstorm, too.”

“Yeah, the power was off, I think,” Kinsey said.

“It was when I was here,” Terry said. “Anyway, I told Ghost that Steve had hurt him for the last time, because I was going to kill him. That’s when Ghost went off on me. I sure as hell wasn’t going to bring Ghost out there to Steve, now, for God’s sake, to be with him again, no way. So, I left here, got my car, and started out, but Ghost followed me, and I almost ran over him out in my driveway…knocked him down with the car, but he got back up, and wouldn’t move from in front of the car, so I hauled him in, and all hell broke loose.” He stopped, looking at Kinsey. “And that is the honest truth, right there, that and what I already told y’all happened.” He rubbed his face. “I’m done, Kinsey, for real. I’ve had enough of those two, and all the damn drama.”

Kinsey leaned back in his chair. “The girls…what are they gonna find, when they get out there? You sure they both were alive when you left? Maybe you just forgot you killed them?” He stared Terry down.

“Yeah, I’m sure…at least when I left they were. Both of them laying in a heap at the bottom of the porch steps.”

“Okay, but damn it, Terry…you lost your mind taking a gun out there.”

“Yeah, I know, but I swear I was gonna kill them both, I was so fucking mad.” He shook his head. “I’ve been up all night going over it, and over it. I gotta crash, Kinsey.” He stood up to leave.

“You know,” Kinsey said, “if you’d have hurt either one of them, I’d have no problem taking you out, believe me on that. I’m dead serious, Terry.”

“I know,” Terry said, then headed out the back door and to his house.

~

Kinsey went up to check on the kids. All was fine, and they were watching cartoons on the TV. He brought Stevie and Mandy each a juice box, and banana muffins, then left them to it.

Down in his office, he tried to concentrate on work, but couldn’t focus on anything. He hoped Linda would call soon, and let him know something.

~

On the way out to Burnt Church Road, Linda and Melody were frantic. “Why is this happening?” Melody wailed. “Please let them be ok. Linda, are they ok? Is what Terry said true?”

“We’re about to find out,” Linda said. “Let’s hope for the best…and the truth. Melody, I hate to say this, but steel yourself. I mean, I think they are fine…I did talk to Steve, but just in case…oh, God, just in case…ok?”

They were driving down the long dirt road going up to the house, now. Then, pulling up in the gravel drive, Linda shut off the car’s engine. Everything seemed quiet, and normal. There was no one on the porch, and no obvious signs of a fight.

“Okay, let’s go in,” Linda said. They started to walk up the steps, when Melody stopped, grabbing Linda’s arm.

“Wait…look there, it’s blood.” She pointed to some red smears and blotches still visible, in spite of being rained on. Their eyes growing big with concern, they clasped hands to go up to the door. The screen was closed, but the main wooden door was wide open, which seemed odd. Stepping cautiously inside, they felt the hot, stagnant air in the house. Humidity was high, this afternoon, and there was no fan or air conditioning in the house.

They didn’t see Ghost or Steve in the living room or the kitchen, so they walked slowly down the hallway, past Steve’s closed bedroom door. They saw that the door to Ghost’s room was open.

Hearts beating fast, they looked in.

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Next part coming soon!

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Thanks for visiting! Peace ☮️

© 2019 BS

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This is a work of “fan fiction” based on the novel, “Lost Souls” by Poppy Z. Brite. All credit for the original characters, places, and some backstory mentions, belong to Ms. Brite and her publishing affiliates. Only newly introduced characters, places, and original elements of this story are entirely from my imagination. Character descriptions are a blend of the original book descriptions and my interpretation of them.

All songs included in this work will be solely owned by the original performers/writers and will be credited. Creative license is taken in including them in this story.

No harm is intended toward author, musicians, or people and situations to whom there may be a resemblance.

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The content herein is rated by me as being at the high end of MA (Mature Audience). It includes strong language, violence, sexual themes, including same sex pairingsreligious themes, and fantasy horror.

Two Souls: Into the Fire # 304

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Two Souls: Into the Fire # 304

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“Yeah, in here, Terry,” Kinsey hollered, as he heard Terry come in through the back door of the club. Terry came into the kitchen, going directly to the coffee pot, for a mug of coffee. He then pulled up a chair, to sit with Kinsey, Linda, and Melody. He’d had cup after cup of coffee at home, staying awake all night, and now felt jittery on top of being exhausted.

Kinsey eyed him, seeing how rough he looked this morning. “What happened to you? Did ya pull an all-nighter? You look like something the cat dragged in.” He chuckled.

With bleary eyes, Terry looked at all of them, there at the table. “Yeah, something like that,” he said. He lit a cigarette, blew smoke up into the air, then shaking his head, he said, “I want to tell you two gals something. Both of your brothers are psycho. I’ve suspected it for a long time, and last night…well, it’s official. They are the most messed up mother fuckers I’ve ever known, and I’ve known plenty.” He stopped, as Linda and Melody both began defending Steve and Ghost. He let them run on for a few minutes, then held up his hand to stop them.

“Okay, you’ve said your piece, done the sisterly thing, now I’m saying mine.” He paused a second, pointing to his arms and face. “You see these scratches here? You see this bite mark? You want to see the bruises? That’s all from Ghost.” He heard them all gasp.

“What…what are you talking about?” Melody asked.

“He attacked me,” Terry said, as he stubbed out his cigarette. “Yeah, I came over here in the middle of the night, because your psycho brother,” he looked at Linda, “called me, yelling and blubbering that he was gonna kill himself if I didn’t bring Ghost home to him. He was drunk as a skunk, let me tell ya. Anyways, I come over here to get him, and he goes and freaks out. I’m telling ya, he was possessed by the devil. I swear it.” He stopped, as Melody yelled.

“Liar! You’re making this up. Ghost would never…”

“Hold on lady,” Terry said. “I don’t lie about something like that. I was there. I was attacked. And, guess what? I knocked the shit outta him. He was trying to wreck us in the ditch, then he kept coming at me. Then, when we got out, the other one, Steve, came after me. Shit, all the trouble I get for doing them a favor.”  He lit another cigarette, and gulped some coffee.

“Another thing…ya might as well hear it from me…I came this close to killing both of them. I had my gun right up side Ghost’s face, and he just growled…yep…growled at me, and tried to bite me again.” He took another drink of coffee, sloshing some of the hot liquid out onto the table, as his hands shook.

“Well, the gun went off, but missed him. Then Steve came at me, and I was about to pull the trigger on him too, but the bastard was so drunk, he tripped over Ghost and face planted down the steps. I figure they deserve all the misery they can give each other, so I left it at that. They got lucky this time.” He shook his head. He was done talking.

Kinsey, Linda, and Melody were stunned. No one spoke for a few seconds.

“Where’s the gun, Terry?” Kinsey asked.

“I locked it in the safe,” Terry said.

“We have to go out there,” Linda said, getting up from the table. “Kinsey, keep an eye on the kids. We’re leaving.” She and Melody took off out the back door.

Narrowing his eyes, Kinsey asked, “You making that shit up?”

“Swear to God, just like I said, Kinsey,” Terry said. “Ghost just freaked out on me.” He got up to get more coffee.

“Something doesn’t add up,” Kinsey said. “Ghost was settled in on the couch in there, then you come in and he goes berserk. There’s something you’re not saying, Terry. Spill it…”

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Next part coming soon!

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Thanks for visiting! Peace ☮️

© 2019 BS

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This is a work of “fan fiction” based on the novel, “Lost Souls” by Poppy Z. Brite. All credit for the original characters, places, and some backstory mentions, belong to Ms. Brite and her publishing affiliates. Only newly introduced characters, places, and original elements of this story are entirely from my imagination. Character descriptions are a blend of the original book descriptions and my interpretation of them.

All songs included in this work will be solely owned by the original performers/writers and will be credited. Creative license is taken in including them in this story.

No harm is intended toward author, musicians, or people and situations to whom there may be a resemblance.

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The content herein is rated by me as being at the high end of MA (Mature Audience). It includes strong language, violence, sexual themes, including same sex pairingsreligious themes, and fantasy horror.

Two Souls: Into the Fire # 303

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The next morning, Kinsey came down stairs to start the coffee brewing in the kitchen. As he got to the hallway, he was surprised to see the back door standing open, and the floor sopping wet from the rain. Frowning, he looked around the parking lot, then seeing nothing unusual, closed the door. He’d get the coffee going, then mop up the hallway. In the kitchen, though, he saw the little light on the coffee maker was blinking, and the microwave clock was blinking, too, 12:00, over and over.

“Hmm, electricity must have gone out last night,” he said. He re-set everything, then went to get the mop from the storage closet. As he came back by his office, he noticed the door was open. That was odd, he thought. He always closed it at night. Going in, he saw the flashlight laying on the floor, still on, but the batteries were almost used up. Nothing else seemed out of place. He checked his petty cash box, just in case, and it was fine, still locked.

Taking the mop toward the back door, he began the clean-up. He had no idea of the things that had gone on the night before.

Just then, Linda came down stairs, hoping for some coffee. Seeing Kinsey, she hollered, “Good morning.”

“Hey, morning Linda,” Kinsey said, looking up. “Coffee should be about ready in there. I’ll join you in a few.”

She poured herself a cup, then, taking it into the office, where she turned on the little TV to watch the morning news. She made herself comfortable on the couch. A few minutes later, Kinsey came in with his own cup of coffee, and they chatted about this and that, the beach trip, and how the kids were now watching cartoons upstairs. Melody came in, then, still in her robe and fuzzy slippers.

“Is Ghost up yet?” she asked.

“No, haven’t seen him,” Linda said.

Kinsey looked back and forth between the two girls, confused. “What…did Ghost stay over last night?”

Linda and Melody told him what had happened, and that Ghost and Steve had gotten into a bad fight, so Ghost had stayed here.

“Yeah, in the back room, behind the stage,” Melody said. “I’ll go check on him.” She came back a few minutes later, to report him missing. “He wasn’t in there, and I’m getting a bad feeling that something happened.” She looked at Kinsey and Linda for answers, but neither of them had any ideas.

“Did y’all hear any noise down here last night?” she asked.

Kinsey shook his head. “No, I didn’t even hear the thunderstorm. The electricity must have gone out, though, because all the clocks were blinking this morning. I did find a flashlight left on, here in the office.”

“Well, maybe Ghost got up in the night, and came in here?” Linda asked.

“Aw, crap…the door was left open, too. I’ll bet he went out,” Kinsey said. “I hope he wasn’t sleepwalking…no telling where he’d be by now.”

Melody jumped up, heading for the stairs. “We have to find him.”

“Wait, maybe he walked home,” Linda said. “I’ll call over there, just in case.” She followed Melody upstairs.

Melody had thrown on some clothes, and was about to go looking for Ghost. “Wait, hang on a minute,” Linda said. Let me call over there first.” Punching in their number, she heard it ring, and ring. “Come on…come on…answer the damn phone.” Finally, Steve answered.

“Hello?” he mumbled, having just been woken up.

“Steve, this is your sister. Is Ghost out there with you?”

“Yeah, he’s here…why?”

“Oh, thank God. We thought he went sleepwalking or something. We couldn’t find him.” She paused for a second. “Everything okay?”

“Mm-hmm, guess so. We were asleep. I’m going back to sleep,” Steve said, and he hung up the phone.

Linda stared at the phone. “Well, he’s at home, and Ghost is there. He said all is okay, and they were sleeping.”

“Oh, good,” Melody said. “Do you think they really are … I mean after that fight and all last night.”

Linda shrugged. “I don’t know. Guess we’ll have to wait until we see them,” she said. “Go down and tell Kinsey, while I check on the kids. I’ll be down in a few minutes.”

Melody did tell Kinsey, then poured herself another cup of coffee. She sat at the table, there in the kitchen, drumming her fingers. “Something still don’t feel right, Kinsey,” she said.

Kinsey nodded. “I know. I don’t know what we’re missing, but there’s bound to be more to this.”

They heard the back door slam open, then heard Terry holler, “Hey, anybody up?”

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Next part coming soon!

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Thanks for visiting! Peace ☮️

© 2019 BS

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This is a work of “fan fiction” based on the novel, “Lost Souls” by Poppy Z. Brite. All credit for the original characters, places, and some backstory mentions, belong to Ms. Brite and her publishing affiliates. Only newly introduced characters, places, and original elements of this story are entirely from my imagination. Character descriptions are a blend of the original book descriptions and my interpretation of them.

All songs included in this work will be solely owned by the original performers/writers and will be credited. Creative license is taken in including them in this story.

No harm is intended toward author, musicians, or people and situations to whom there may be a resemblance.

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The content herein is rated by me as being at the high end of MA (Mature Audience). It includes strong language, violence, sexual themes, including same sex pairingsreligious themes, and fantasy horror.

Two Souls: Into the Fire # 302

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Ghost grabbed Terry’s arm, trying to make him stop driving. The car fish-tailed, almost going off in the ditch.

“God dammit,” Terry yelled, turning the steering wheel, bringing the car back under control. Shaking and pulling his arm away from Ghost’s grip, he finally broke free. But, Ghost came at him again, grabbing his hair, and hitting him hard. Terry had one hand on the wheel, but managed to reach up, yanking on Ghost’s hair, pulling him off of him, once more.

It didn’t last long, as Ghost continued scrabbling at him, so Terry elbowed him away, this time, hitting Ghost ‘s face, splitting his lip open against his sharp, broken tooth. Blood splattered out of his mouth, as he shouted, right up in Terry’s face.

“Stop…stop the car, Terry.” He sprayed drops of blood on Terry’s face and shirt.

“You fucking maniac,” Terry hollered. “No wonder Steve has had enough of you…get the hell off me.”

“No…I’ll kill you before you ever kill Steve,” Ghost said.

By this time, they were on the long dirt road leading to the house. It was soaked and muddy, and the car almost got stuck, spinning the wheels, and sliding sideways, just before gaining traction again, there on the gravel driveway. Terry managed to brake, and cut the engine, even as Ghost kept hitting him, wherever he could.

As Terry reached for the door handle, Ghost shoved him hard into it. He felt his pistol fall to the floor-board, but managed to grab it in his left hand. Pointing it right in Ghost’s face, he yelled, “Back off, or I’ll pull the trigger, Ghost…I swear I will.”

Ghost stopped for only a second, his blood splotched face, and hair mere inches from Terry’s. He was breathing hard, his hot breath fogging the windows. Then, he growled, low in his throat, as he tried to bite Terry.

“He’s possessed by the devil…” Terry thought, as he dodged Ghost’s teeth, and managed to open the car door, and falling sideways out onto the gravel. As he fell, the gun went off, the noise shattering the night, the bullet going up into the air. Stunned, they both gasped.

Then, scrabbling up, Terry jerked Ghost out of the car, dragging him up onto the porch steps, where he shoved Ghost down.

“Steve,” he yelled. “Steve…here’s your fucking boyfriend. Ya hear me in there?”

Frowning at the noise, Steve opened the door. “What the hell, Terry?”

“I came here to kill you for hurting Ghost, but I changed my mind. I’m killing this psycho instead,” Terry yelled. “If ya got something to say, better do it quick.” He pointed the gun down at Ghost, who tried to crawl away, but Terry stomped on his back, laying him flat.

Steve charged, but stumbled over Ghost, falling face first down the steps. Terry jumped out of the way.

“God help ya, you both deserve each other,” Terry said, shaking his head. He turned, went back to the car, and sprayed gravel and mud, as he careened down the muddy road.

Steve, still reeling from the alcohol, pulled himself up. Ghost lay there trying to catch his breath, staring up at the sky.

“Ghost?” Steve asked. “You okay?” When Ghost didn’t answer, Steve reached down, pulling Ghost up. “Let’s go in…it’s raining again.” Leaning on each other, they went slowly up the steps, letting the screen door slam behind them. They made their way down the hallway to Ghost’s bedroom, where they both collapsed onto the bed.

They remained there in each other’s arms the rest of the night.

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Terry made it back to town, driving up to his apartment in back of the Whirling Disc record store. He shut off the engine, and just sat there, staring out at his front door. He was shaking all over. Glancing over to the passenger seat, he saw his gun lying there. He didn’t want to touch it. Breathing deep, to calm himself, he couldn’t stop his racing mind. What had happened tonight kept playing over and over, ending with his pointing the gun in Ghost’s face…not once, but twice.

“God help me…I was this close…this close to pulling the trigger and killing Ghost,” he said aloud. “And Steve, too. What the hell happened out there…what started it all?” The scenes began to replay again. Finally he reached for the gun, and slid out of the car. His knees feeling rubbery, he made it to his front door, and went inside. He didn’t sleep at all that night.

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Next part coming soon!

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Thanks for visiting! Peace ☮️

© 2019 BS

***

This is a work of “fan fiction” based on the novel, “Lost Souls” by Poppy Z. Brite. All credit for the original characters, places, and some backstory mentions, belong to Ms. Brite and her publishing affiliates. Only newly introduced characters, places, and original elements of this story are entirely from my imagination. Character descriptions are a blend of the original book descriptions and my interpretation of them.

All songs included in this work will be solely owned by the original performers/writers and will be credited. Creative license is taken in including them in this story.

No harm is intended toward author, musicians, or people and situations to whom there may be a resemblance.

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The content herein is rated by me as being at the high end of MA (Mature Audience). It includes strong language, violence, sexual themes, including same sex pairingsreligious themes, and fantasy horror.

Two Souls: Into the Fire # 301

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“Hey,” Terry hollered into his phone. “Is that you, Steve? Hello?” He was still half asleep, and confused, but kept on yelling, as he could hear Steve making noises. Finally, Steve heard him, but he’d dropped his own phone, when he fell. He could hear Terry, somewhere in front of him, so he felt around in the dark, until his hand brushed against the phone.

“Terry,” Steve croaked out, then coughed, as his stomach roiled, almost making him sick. “Terry, find him. Tell him I didn’t mean to hurt him again. Make him come back.”

Frowning, Terry asked, “What the hell, Steve…what’s wrong? I don’t know what you’re talking about…slow down.”

“Ghost…I need him…and I’m drunk…and you have to go get him,” Steve said.

“Where is he? Are you at home?”

“Yeah, and he’s at Kinsey’s, unless he’s gone. Please don’t let him be gone.”

Then, it registered what Steve had said…that he’d hurt Ghost again. Terry immediately remembered that other time when Steve had hurt Ghost.

“God damn you, Steve, if you went and hurt Ghost again, you’re a dead man. I will personally do it myself,” Terry vowed.

“Just go find him,” Steve said. “Tell him I’m sorry, and bring him back here, please.”

“Oh, I’m gonna find him, but I sure as hell ain’t bringing him back to you, you bastard,” Terry yelled. He then hung up the phone.

“No…no…wait,” Steve cried into the phone, but it did no good.

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Terry scrabbled some jeans and boots on, threw on a jacket, and ran out the door, immediately getting soaked from the rain. He didn’t really notice much, as he ran down the block to Kinsey’s place. He’d remembered to take his keys to the back door, and unlocked it as fast as he could. Standing just inside the hallway, he thought it odd that there was no noise, no lights, no sign of anything wrong.

He wondered where Ghost could be, if he was actually here in the club. First, he looked into the office, and then the bar area, but nothing was out of the ordinary. Looking up to the apartments upstairs, he didn’t want to wake everyone, if he didn’t have to. Then, he remembered the back room where there was a big couch. He’d slept there many times, himself.

He opened the door slowly, not knowing what condition he’d find Ghost in, if he was even there at all. The room was totally dark, as there were no windows, and the electricity was still out. He strained his eyes, peering into the depths of the room, toward where he knew the couch was located. Taking small, shuffling steps, he worked his way over, hands out, feeling for anything he might bump into.

Then, as his knees touched the couch, he whispered, “Ghost? Are you here?” Feeling around lower, his hands touched something soft…a blanket he figured. Poking some more, he felt an arm. “Ghost…” he said aloud. He gripped Ghost’s arm, and shook him. Ghost screamed in pain and shock.

“It’s just me…Terry…it’s okay…wake up, dude.”

Ghost sat up, holding his arm to his chest. He could feel his wrist throbbing now.

“Dammit, we need some light in here,” Terry said. “You awake…you okay…are you hurt?” Terry asked in Ghost’s direction, as he still couldn’t see him.

“I’m awake,” Ghost said through gritted teeth. “My wrist hurts, that’s all, and you scared me.”

“Come on, let’s go out to the bar. At least there’s a window. Do you have any idea where a flashlight or candles are around here?” Terry asked.

“In the office, I seen some,” Ghost said. He reached out until he found the edge of Terry’s jacket, and pulled himself up. They carefully walked out into the main room, then down the hall. The thunder and lightning were still crashing outside, and they could see where they were in the bright flashes.

In the office, Terry rummaged around in the desk drawers, finally finding a flashlight. He flicked it on. Ghost sat on the office couch, watching Terry.

“Okay, here’s the deal,” Terry said. He sat in Kinsey’s swivel chair, behind the desk. “Steve called me. That’s why I’m here. You wanna tell me what’s going on?”

Ghost shook his head, and looked down at the floor.

“Why are you here, instead of at home?” Terry asked.

Ghost shrugged. “‘Cause Steve hates me. He told me to go away. He wouldn’t even look at me no more.” He began sobbing.

Terry narrowed his eyes. “Did he hurt you?”

Ghost didn’t answer.

“DID HE HURT YOU? … GOD DAMMIT, ANSWER ME.”

Ghost nodded. “Yeah, but he didn’t mean to. It was the omen that did it.”

Terry stood up, pushing the chair back hard against the wall. “He’s dead. I’m getting my gun. I’ll tell you when it’s over,” Terry said, and stomped out the door of the office.

Ghost was too shocked to say anything. It had happened too fast. He heard the back door open and then slam shut. “Wait…wait…” he screamed. Stumbling as he ran down the hall, he yanked open the door, but Terry was gone.

Thunder crashed again, and lightning lit up the parking lot. Ghost flinched as the cold rain stung his skin, but he splashed through ankle deep water, as best he could, down to Terry’s house. “Oh God, oh God…I have to stop him…”

Just as he came to the corner of the building, he saw Terry getting into his car, and backing out. “Stop…” Ghost yelled, as he closed the gap, reaching the driveway right in front of Terry’s car. As the car rolled forward, Ghost slammed his hands down on the hood, feeling pain shoot up his wrist and arm.

“What the hell?” Terry yelled, as he braked hard, throwing Ghost off, and onto the pavement. He jumped out, pulling Ghost up. “Get in the fucking car,” he yelled, pushing Ghost ahead of him. “

“Don’t shoot Steve…don’t kill him,” Ghost screamed.

“Shut the fuck up,” Terry yelled back. He kept driving down the rain slicked highway.

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All songs included in this work will be solely owned by the original performers/writers and will be credited. Creative license is taken in including them in this story.

No harm is intended toward author, musicians, or people and situations to whom there may be a resemblance.

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Two Souls: Into the Fire # 300

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Steve opened another can of beer, as he drove the five miles home. Pulling up on the graveled driveway, he cut the engine of his T-bird, and just sat there a few minutes. Dew was already forming on the grassy areas by the house, with a slight fog twining around the base of the pine trees. They’d left no lights on in the house, when they’d left earlier that afternoon, so that now, looking at the darkened little cabin, seemed a bit eerie.

Only unseen crickets and frogs could be heard, somewhere out in the woods. Steve had the feeling that something was watching him. “I’ve been around Ghost too long, thinking spooks are everywhere, watching us while we sleep…we’d never know…” He shivered, as a sudden chill overtook him. It seemed way too quiet…even the air felt heavy with foreboding.

Shaking his head of this line of thought, he got out of the car, slamming the door, hoping maybe the noise would scare away any lurkers out there among the trees. Stepping on the sagging porch steps, he pulled open the old screen door, hearing it’s familiar squeak. Inside he flicked on the table lamp, chasing away the gloom, in the house.

Spirit came out of the bedroom, to rub against his legs. Bending down, Steve patted the cat’s head. “Hey, cat…you hungry?” Spirit walked to the front door, sniffing the night air. He looked back and meowed. Steve knew immediately what the cat was asking…’where’s Ghost?’.

“Aww, kitty, Ghost didn’t come home tonight. He’ll be back later on, though.” He went into the kitchen to get food for Spirit. “Here ya go,” he said, setting the dish down in the living room by the couch. He hefted the 30-pack of beer up onto the coffee table, and proceeded to crack open one after the other.

After a while, he headed off down the hall to the bathroom, only staggering a little bit, but bumping into the little hall table, he knocked off one of Ghost’s geodes. It rolled a bit back and forth, as he tried to focus on it. “Shit,” Steve said aloud. From the corner of his eye, though, he thought he saw a shadowy form slither into Ghost’s bedroom.

“What the hell? Ghost?” He frowned, at the image he thought he saw, but couldn’t wait to use the bathroom any longer. He was getting jumpy, now, all alone here in the house, hallucinating things. He finished up, then peeped into Ghost’s room, just to check things out. He admitted to himself, that he was a bit scared of what he’d find. Standing at the threshold, he took note of the glowing stars on the ceiling, and the faint smell of dried roses, but saw no weird shadows. Shaking his head, he went back to the couch.

The voices in his head had been quieted somewhat, but now they returned, worse than before. Closing his eyes, he muttered, “What have I done…what have I done?” And then, he cried.

After a while, he scraped his arm across his face, wiping away his tears. He tried to get his thoughts in order, trying to make sense of all that had happened. A hand reached out for another can of beer, and in a moment of clarity, he was surprised to find it was his own, bringing beer after beer to his mouth to guzzle down, one by one. It seemed unattached to him.  He could now feel a darkness creeping into his field of vision, as his head swam with dizziness. Falling to his side, on the couch, he lay there, letting the darkness take over. Then the dreams began.

Just as before, he could see images flashing one after another. Images of his life, of Ghost, of everything good and everything bad, stopping only for a bit longer look at certain times. He felt again, the deep depression of the years without Ghost, and how he’d been on the verge of ending it all, when Ghost came back that night.

He startled awake, a bright flash of lightning struck close by, it’s silvered electricity, splitting a nearby tree. The following crash of thunder, shook the house…but he didn’t care anymore. He only felt the same crushing despair as on that night so long ago. Abruptly sitting up, he shouted, “No! It can’t happen again.”

He rolled himself off the couch, and onto all fours. Then, bracing his hands on the coffee table, heaved himself up. He almost blacked out again, but the lightning flashed just then, jump starting his heart to a pounding rhythm.

“Why are you tormenting me?” he shouted at the thunder.

Spirit hissed, and ran for cover under the bed in Ghost’s room.

“God, if you’re punishing me, go ahead. I don’t care…I deserve it. I’m a horrible person. I took a vow that I’d never hurt Ghost, again, but I have. I know it, you know it…so strike me with your lightning. Do it now…just do it. Just bring Ghost back to me one more time. I have to tell him I didn’t mean it. I don’t want him to go away.” He was sobbing now, staring up toward the ceiling. “I love him. Is that so wrong…is it? It can’t be. You put our souls together before, so many times; there has to be a reason why. Don’t let this be the last time…please,” he begged.

He’d been pacing as best he could around the living room. The electricity had been knocked out with the storm, leaving the house in darkness, again. He tripped over the empty beer cans on the floor where he’d tossed them, falling to his knees, getting back up. Hail now began hitting the roof, and rain was being blown inside through the screen door. Another crack of thunder and lightning resulted in another pine tree across the way to be struck, with sparks flying through the wind.

“This is Armageddon…or hell…I think I’m in hell…”

A sudden thought hit him. “Where is Ghost? Is he okay? Is he here in hell with him?” He had to find him, and then remembered his phone. Patting his jeans pockets, he felt it, and scrabbled it out. Trying to focus on the back-lit numbers, he punched the speed-dial for Terry. Then, just as Terry answered, he stumbled again, over a beer can, falling hard.

“Ow,” he yelled, then he couldn’t help it…he began crying…loud, heart-wrenching wails.”

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All songs included in this work will be solely owned by the original performers/writers and will be credited. Creative license is taken in including them in this story.

No harm is intended toward author, musicians, or people and situations to whom there may be a resemblance.

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Two Souls: Into the Fire # 299

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Linda led Steve back over to where Ghost and Melody were sitting, there on the sandy beach.

“We’re going home, now,” Linda said. “Melody, you’ll ride back with Steve, and Ghost, you’ll ride with me and the kids. We are all too tired to be arguing out here, tonight, but in the morning, we’ll try and work this all out, together. Let’s go.” She marched back to the van, followed by the others.

Steve wouldn’t even look at Ghost, and kept his distance. As he got into his car, he slammed the door, waiting for Melody to get in, then sped off. They never said a word the whole way back.  Linda followed him down the highway toward Missing Mile. They made it back to Kinsey’s bar, where Steve dropped Melody off at the back door, then spun gravel, as he left toward his and Ghost’s house.

Linda and Melody woke the kids up, to go inside to their beds. Ghost just sat on the back porch of the club, looking down at the pavement. When the kids were settled, Linda took Melody aside.

“He’s still down there, isn’t he?” she asked. Melody nodded.

“Go see if you can talk to him. Tell him he should come in, now.”

Melody frowned. “But, what do I even say to him. I mean, Steve is being ridiculous. He’s your brother and all, but damn, he’s so mean.”

Linda gritted her teeth at that remark, then let it go. This time she agreed with Melody. “I know, and he’s not usually like this. Something must have made him snap this time. We’ll try to sort it all out tomorrow. Just right now, go talk to Ghost, please.” She heaved a sigh.

“I’m sorry I said that,” Melody said.

“It’s okay,” Linda said. “We have to hang in there, and keep it together, for them.”

Melody went downstairs to find Ghost. Coming out the back door, she then sat down by him, just to be there for him. For a few minutes she watched, as he piled up little pieces of gravel, then knocked them down. She could tell that his wrist was still hurting, though. Every now and then, she could hear him sniffle.

“Why don’t you come on inside?” she asked. “There’s plenty of places to sleep tonight.”

He shook his head, then took a handful of the little rocks, throwing them, watching them ping off the front of the van, as they hit.

“It’s the omen,” Ghost said. “I told him it was a bad one, but he never believes me. It took us by surprise out there, coming on real sudden like that. He has to deal with it, and it might take awhile. He’ll be okay…it will go away.”

“Will you be okay,” Melody asked.

Ghost sighed. “Yeah…I ain’t going no where. It just hurts when he says things like that to me. But, Melody…I didn’t mind control him. I didn’t…”

She nodded. “I believe you. I don’t understand it, but I’ve come to know that you don’t lie. Steve knows that, too, deep down.”

“I know,” Ghost said.

They sat there a few more minutes, each lost in their own thoughts. Then Melody asked, “So, how do you fix it…this omen thing?”

“Oh, well…I could try some stuff, but he’d have to let me, and right now he won’t even look at me. He mostly don’t even believe in any of this, anyway, like I do. Well, except for the vampires and demons…he knows they’re real, but all the things our grandmother taught me…the spells, and potions, and magic charms…he don’t like to even think about them.”

Melody thought for a minute. “So what you’re saying is, until he is ready to listen to you, he’ll be…well, mean to everybody?”

Ghost shrugged. “I guess so. He never had to really think about omens and signs very much before.”

“Well, we’re all talking it out in the morning. He said he’d be here, so we’ll just wait until then,” Melody said. “You ready to come in?”

Nodding, Ghost got up off the porch, and Melody opened the door, waiting for him. He paused for a moment, staring up into the night sky. Melody’s heart lurched, as she saw how sad he looked.

“Come on, let’s get you a blanket. You want to stay in my room?”

“Naw, I’ll be in the back room; it’ll be fine, there’s a big couch in there,” Ghost said.

“Try to get some rest,” Melody said, as she gave him a hug.

~

As Steve had sped off, his mind was in turmoil. His thoughts and emotions were spinning out of control, and he knew it, but was unable to get a handle on it. He drove farther down the main street, noticing the convenience store was still open. It felt like the middle of the night already, but checking his watch, he noticed it wasn’t even midnight, yet. On impulse, he pulled into the little store’s parking lot. He went in, directly to the back wall of cooler shelves. Grabbing a 30-pack of beer, he then paid for it and left. Out on the highway, he cracked open a can, wanting at this point, only to drown out the voices in his head, telling him he was being an asshole.

“Shut the hell up,” he yelled, as he chucked the now empty can out the window.

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All songs included in this work will be solely owned by the original performers/writers and will be credited. Creative license is taken in including them in this story.

No harm is intended toward author, musicians, or people and situations to whom there may be a resemblance.

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The content herein is rated by me as being at the high end of MA (Mature Audience). It includes strong language, violence, sexual themes, including same sex pairingsreligious themes, and fantasy horror.

Two Souls: Into the Fire # 298

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Steve felt himself scooting backwards on the sand, away from Ghost, but didn’t know how he was doing it. He didn’t know how he could move at all. How could he be afraid of Ghost? Why was Ghost doing this to him?

He heard a muffled scream…where was that coming from?

“Steve, Steve…wake up,” Ghost said. He pinched Steve’s arm, hard. It made Steve scream. “Wake up,” Ghost yelled, right up in Steve’s face. Steve felt Ghost’s hot breath on him, and dared to open his eyes, again. Ghost’s long hair was hanging in his face, tickling his cheeks. He blinked, trying to clear his eyes.

“Ghost?”

“Wake up…you fainted,” Ghost yelled, and shook Steve’s shoulders.

“What? Wait…you did something to me…stay away,” Steve said, cringing.

Ghost sat back, “Huh? What are you talking about?”

Steve pushed himself up on his elbows. Looking closer at Ghost, he saw that he looked normal now, not with the weird eyes from before. “You made me see things,” he said. “Nothing was normal, and you were mean and scary.”

“Why would I…” Ghost began, but Steve interrupted him.

“You mind controlled me. You gave me a nightmare of every bad thing I ever did, and you were laughing about it. I can’t explain it, just don’t do it again, please Ghost, don’t do it again.”

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By this time Linda and Melody had ran over to see why Steve was screaming. Out of breath, Linda said, “What’s the matter? Are you hurt?”

Ghost looked at her, then back to Steve. “Yeah, we’re okay. I think Steve fainted, and he had a nightmare, or something.”

Steve tried sitting up, but was still groggy. “That was no nightmare. That was you…you were doing things in my head.”

“Calm down, Steve,” Linda said. “We don’t know what you’re talking about. Ghost said you fainted, and we heard you scream. What were you dreaming about?”

Steve pointed to Ghost. “Ask him, he did it. He made me see things…bad thing.”

Ghost reached over to touch Steve’s arm, to reassure him, to let him know he didn’t manipulate his mind.

“Stay away from me,” Steve said, as he dodged Ghost’s hand. “You’re the craziest son-of-a-bitch I ever knew. I don’t know why I ever saved you in the first place. I had a feeling, way back then, that nothing good would come of it. Now, it’s finally here,” Steve was breathing hard, and now narrowed his eyes. “You’ve held me prisoner of your damn fantasy world long enough. I’m done with it. I’m done with you. Go away…go away…I’m commanding you, devil’s spawn…be gone.”

“Steve…Steve…” Linda tried to get his attention, to break his train of thought. “Come here. Come over here with me,” she said. Grabbing Steve’s hands, she pulled him up, and led him away down the beach.

“I mean it, Linda. I’m done. I’ve had enough. Get him away from me…from me…from me…” He was sobbing now. Linda held onto him, letting him cry it out.

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Melody sat down in the sand, next to Ghost. “What the hell was he going on about?” she asked. “Why was he saying those mean things?”

Ghost was stunned speechless, at Steve’s outburst.

“Ghost, answer me,” Melody said.

He looked up in confusion. “I…uh…I don’t know. He thinks I controlled his dream? He thinks I put bad things in his head? I don’t know why. I didn’t do any of that,” Ghost said. After a few seconds, he looked Melody in the eyes, “I didn’t do that to Steve, but something did. Something had ahold of him…something bad. That must be the omen, you remember, from before? Maybe…now, Steve thinks he hates me. I know he doesn’t, but right now, he does.” He took Melody’s hands. “We have to get it off of him.”

“Shut up over there. Quit talking about me,” Steve yelled.

“What can we do, Ghost?” Melody asked. “It’s so late, and we’re not even home, and Steve has to drive us back.” She thought for a minute. “I guess I could drive his car back. I don’t know what to think, what to do. Besides, he really does hate me, and he wouldn’t let me drive his car, anyway.”

~

“What happened out here, Steve?” Linda asked. “What were y’all talking about right before all this yelling started? Do you remember?”

Steve nodded. “Hell, yeah I remember. I told Ghost it was over with us…for real…for good. Then he started doing something to my head. He didn’t want to hear what I said, and he made it worse, and he knew it, and wouldn’t stop. It wasn’t a dream, Linda, it wasn’t.”

“Okay, so why on Earth would you break up with Ghost?” Linda asked. “You love him, Steve. It’s not right.” She stopped to take a deep breath. “You didn’t mean it, did you?”

“Yeah, ’cause I know I’m no good for him. I make things worse. He could have been happy all these years, but I kept him for myself, and I did bad things, and I just now figured it out. So yeah, it’s for the best.” He rubbed his face. “But, now he’s gone all crazy about it. It’s all messed up. I think it’s the other way around, now. He made me  stay with his mind powers,” Steve said.

Linda was so confused and knew they all were, at this point. “Okay, so we all need to calm down, and talk it out…like now. You need to quit being…” she stopped. She didn’t want to say what she was thinking, which was that Steve was being ridiculous about the whole thing.

“Steve, you’ve done the best you can. I know you never meant for Ghost to be hurt, or you either, but you both have been. Now, it’s time to put it right. But, listen to me…we are exhausted. We are away from home, and we have to get back. The kids might wake up, with all this noise. We have to call a truce, or something. Do you understand?”

“I’m not taking him home with me, Linda…no way…not yet,” he said, shaking his head.

“Fine, then he can ride with me, but we are not just leaving him here. He can stay with us at Kinsey’s, but in the morning, it has to be dealt with.”

“Yeah, sure, whatever…” Steve said.

“Okay, then, let me go tell them how it’s going to be, and then let’s go home,” Linda said.

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All songs included in this work will be solely owned by the original performers/writers and will be credited. Creative license is taken in including them in this story.

No harm is intended toward author, musicians, or people and situations to whom there may be a resemblance.

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Two Souls: Into the Fire # 297

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Steve led Ghost down to the water’s edge. They walked a few minutes, moving back as the tide brought the waves farther up onto the sand. Sighing, Steve stopped to sit awhile, and they both watched the moon rise above the horizon, making the darkness of the water sparkle.

Sighing again, Steve asked, “Are you afraid of me?”

Ghost hesitated for just a second, then slowly shook his head. “No…” he whispered.

Steve barely heard the word over the rhythmic sounds of the waves, but his heart skipped a beat. He knew Ghost was lying. Putting his fingers to his forehead, he closed his eyes. “Look at what I’ve done. I’ve hurt you more times than I can count, and now you are having to lie to me, and yourself, and I know that is something you just don’t do. It’s my fault, I know that. I’m to blame for everything. Me, and my god damn temper…and God knows, I’ve tried. I’ve tried, Ghost. I’ll never stop trying to get it under control, to make things better.”

Shaking his head, and swallowing hard, he continued. “I’m not making any excuses, and I don’t want you to make any for me, either. There is nothing good about what I’ve done. I’m sorry, so sorry for all of the pain I’ve caused you.”

Ghost started to say something, but Steve stopped him. “No…wait…I wish you would get angry at me…hate me…tell me to fuck off, and mean it…but, that’s not you. I’m no good for you, Ghost. I’ve messed up your life too many times. I should have never tried to keep you…like a caged up bird or something, making it seem like you’re a prisoner, only doing what I wanted for you to do. I’m ashamed at how many times I’ve begged you to love me, when you could have gone anywhere, done anything, and had the kind of life you deserved…not full of pain.”

Ghost could feel Steve’s anguish. He knew Steve was hurting inside, as much as he himself was. Reaching for Steve, he brought him close, sobbing into his hair. …the truth hurts, it hurts so bad…

“Don’t, Ghost. Don’t try to make me feel better. I don’t want to feel better, when I’ve made you miserable all this time. I know that now. I tried to stop hurting you…I tried to stop thinking it, hoping it would go away, but it hasn’t, and I haven’t. Look at what I did, just tonight.”

Ghost raised up his head. “Steve, stop hating yourself. It doesn’t matter, I told you before.”

“It does matter. It has to stop. I have to stop, and I know you won’t…so I have to be the one…to call it off…to stop myself from hurting you…by hurting you this one last time. It has to be over…we have to be over. I can’t believe I’m saying this, but I feel I won’t ever change enough before something even worse happens.”

Ghost looked into Steve’s eyes, really looked. There was just enough moonlight to see the tears on Steve’s face, his dark eyes full of pain. Brushing away the tears with his fingers, putting the drops into his mouth, he said, “You are part of me, Steve, you always have been. I would have no life, no reason to live, without you…even then, even now, forever more.”

Ghost continued to stare into Steve’s eyes, holding his gaze steady. “You won’t ever be rid of me, Steve. I’ve seen to that, a long, long, time ago. You can try, you can hurt me, you can kill me again, it does not matter. We are bonded, we are blood, we are…we are…”

Steve was getting a strange vibe from Ghost. His thoughts of leaving were being pushed right out of his mind. The thoughts were fading away. While he was trying to recapture them, because he’d said them out loud, and they were important, he was also thinking, “Ghost is in a trance…he’s acting weird…he’s controlling my mind, right now…”

It was such a strange feeling, and he was powerless to stop it. “Maybe Ghost put a spell on me, or a curse. Maybe that curse from long ago, or maybe a new one. He’s not afraid of me…uh-uh…but, I’m afraid of him…” He’d never thought about it like that, before. It was totally opposite…he’d never had any control over Ghost, but he was, and had been controlled by Ghost…to be Ghost’s puppet, his whimsy, to be manipulated…even the bad stuff. Ghost was making a fantasy of his dreams come to be real life. This was too much to think about. He didn’t understand it at all. He just wanted to make it stop.

His heart pounding, he came to this crazy conclusion. “This is the most unreal thought I’ve ever had…this is not my thinking at all, it is Ghost’s. Why is he making me think crazy things?” He shook his head, trying to clear it of the whirling thoughts. Images were flashing non-stop, faster and faster, one after the other…and still, Ghost stared into his eyes.

“How can I have thoughts about my thoughts, at the same time… and his, too. What the hell is happening?” He closed his eyes; he had to break away from Ghost’s intense gaze. “I’m the crazy one,” he said. “I have been all along, just like Melody said. She knew…she knew…” He took a shuddery breath. “Ghost?” he breathed out. “Am I dying? Is this what if feels like…everything I ever did keeps flashing in my head, like a fast forward movie, or something.”

He opened his eyes, just for a second, to see if Ghost was still staring at him. He was…and he was grinning his crooked grin. “Make it stop, please, Ghost, make it stop.” Steve’s teeth were chattering, now, but he felt waves of heat rushing into his face, at the same time.

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All songs included in this work will be solely owned by the original performers/writers and will be credited. Creative license is taken in including them in this story.

No harm is intended toward author, musicians, or people and situations to whom there may be a resemblance.

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The content herein is rated by me as being at the high end of MA (Mature Audience). It includes strong language, violence, sexual themes, including same sex pairingsreligious themes, and fantasy horror.